Tuesday, December 29, 2009

neverland

i'll grow up someday.
right now im good with where i am.

Sunday, December 27, 2009

i like it

church.
family.
sitting by the fire.
listening to neat music.
game night.
vans.
friends.
pillow talk.
my dads dancing.
peoples laughs. [Farrah ;)]
"fresh out of the shower" smell.
genuinely nice people.
reading peoples blogs.
halo. borris.fitty.throb.sag.reaper.eighth place.
chap stick.
laughing til you cry...or pee. whatever comes first.
reminiscing.
having no cavities.
knowing someones there.
singing in the shower.
hot jeans right out of the dryer.
8 seconds&american outlaws.
a cold pillow.
clipped fingernails.
my nephews.
and lots of other things....i like it.

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

dream

This is like a journal right? Cause I had a dream last night, and I want to write it down so I can remember it. Here we go...

So, Stacey, Elyse and I were all hanging out. And I don't know what happened but Stacey's ACL was torn. So she couldn't really do anything. So we decided to have a movie marathon at her house. Well Elyse and I left to go change into our PJ's and get blankets and snacks and all that good stuff. And when we were walking back up to her house we both got a really horrible feeling that we needed to run to Stacey because something was wrong. When we got there she was laying on the floor, she had been raped and beaten. So we picked her up and put her in a car that was out front. And started driving. She called her parents and they got her a rental car and a hotel room to stay in. So we went and got the rental car, and started driving to the hotel. But when we got there, we saw the guy that had beaten Stacey and he was in his truck in front of the hotel. So we freaked out and drove away. So we just decided to drive around, and hopefully not see this phycho. Somehow through the whole thing, we got out of the car and started walking around this huge city. And we go into this movie theater and see my family. We tell my fam what was going on and my dad gets all mad and stuff. All of the sudden this man comes to the door and knocks. My dad barely opens the door and asks what he wants, but it's not the man that beat Stacey. So we all take a deep breath of relief. After that, we all leave and walk to this huge party that's happening in the middle of the town or whatever. And we eat, swim, and watch some slide show. While we are leaving, I get really paranoid and I'm like, "Stacey, you have to stay close to me. Please don't walk alone." Then she sees the man. And he is a waiter, waiting to take our plates! So we all grab stacey and run. And he yells, "I think I am in love! Look at her. I want her!" And this guy is creepy and old mind you. While we are running away, somehow the guy grabs stacey. And the last thing I remember is waking up crying with my phone against my head to call someone to help me. Haha. So there you have it. Sorry if it was boring for you to read. I just really didn't want to forget it because I remembered it so vividly! There was a lot of detail I left out because it's way too hard to explain.
k bye

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

photos.california.

Successful trip. Disneyland, and friends reception. I'm so happy for Allison and David. Their reception was so cute. They are so happy. And I was glad I could make it. There are quite a few pictures from the trip. enjoy :)

"California Screamin"
we were screamin alright...

The castle
(me, riley, elyse)

"It's tough bein' a bug"

rapids

Doin' the cucaracha with some friends

oh great ride

Ruby's on the pier :) yum.

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

land of DISNEY

I'm going. :) And cannot wait. I haven't been for a long time. Disneyland is just a happy place! Agree? I like it. But its gonna be a good time
Duda, Elyse and Stacey will all be joining me. And Riley...but she isnt in any of the pictures

Sunday, December 13, 2009

birthday party

I was babysitting my nephews last night. Dawson and Jordan.
Dawson kept saying funny lil things that were makin me laugh. like..
"The elves are watching me."
"I'll be naughty and nice, but not naughty. Just nice."
"You can't open the prethenths til chrithmathsss!" (he has a lisp sometimes)
and that he can't wait til "Jesus' birthday party." haha that one really cracked me up. He is so dang cute.

But then I started thinkin about it, and Dawson is a smart lil boy. What can we give Jesus on Christmas? It is his birthday party!

Just a lil thought for the Holidays :)Wish I had a picture of Jordan...but I don't :(

Friday, December 11, 2009

bro

I love my bros. I miss spending time with them. David is getting so old it's weird. I think he is pretty cute.
They are realllll great

LOVE YOU TY AND DAVE

Thursday, December 10, 2009

LOVELY

8 page paper.
I'm on a roll. WRITING. & writing. & WRIting!
I'm on page 6. I go look through my paper to make sure it looks good and....OOPS. I'm missing a page of my paper. Where did it go? What did I write? I don't remember. I only remember that I wrote something, and now it's not there. LOVELY.
Well. Gotta go write that page. Thennnn finish my paper. It's my last assignment. My final paper. Soon I will be homeward bound folks. Semester is over. I just have to keep telling myself that. And needed to take a break from my paper.

K. bye.

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

THOUGHTS

Life is interesting isn't it?
So many experiences. good and bad. It is so easy to get discouraged. These past couple weeks have been really interesting for me. I came back to school after Thanksgiving break, with a happy, positive attitude. Then some things came up, school. friends. not friends. I got very discouraged, ready to throw it all away and move home. I thought for sure that that is what I needed to do. I fasted and prayed more than I ever have. I cried. I talked to my parents. Talked to my roommate.

Why would I just give up? My dad gave me some advice..."Dont let someone else ruin your dreams". Thanks Dad.

I am where I am for a reason.

When life comes at you, remember that God knows that you can handle it and you are strong enough to over come anything that comes your way. I am so grateful to have the people I have in my life. Elyse(my roommate) is a great girl. We talk about everything at night when we lay down to go to bed. We talk about the gospel and how much it means to both of us. I am just so glad to live with her and be able to talk about things like that with her. I have the greatest parents. Always have good advice and are both so strong in the gospel. I'm so lucky to have the family I do.

So...thanks. To everyone in my life. For all your examples.